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Wed. Dec. 3, 2025 – more stuff to do, less time to do it.

Cold again. Mid 40sF and not getting much warmer during the day. Add in grey sky and possible rain, and today could be cold and teh sux. Yesterday was a clear, sunny day, and with long pants and long sleeves, I got by without a jacket for a couple of hours in the afternoon. Probably won’t be that way today.

I did my pickups, after some computer stuff in the morning. I’ve got more to do today. I also hit the HEB for some veg. I did get 10 pounds of pork shoulder for carnitas and pulled pork. Beef is crazy expensive. Choice tenderloin steaks (filet mignon) were $23/pound. Hamburger was $5.50 for 73/27. Other than the shoulder, I am eating meat out of the freezers.

Today I’ve got stuff to do around the house, of course. I’ve got a choice of doing a couple of pickups too. I don’t want to forget about the generator I need to make a special trip to get either. W was thinking of going to the BOL this weekend so I might finally get some stuff out of the house and my shop. It would be nice to have the room ready for the tree tonight…

We’ll see what we get to and what gets done. There’s always something. Stack.

nick

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Sun. Nov. 30, 2025 – Ah, merriment and fantasy tropes ahead

Cool but not cold, but certainly damp. Then cold later in the day. It never really did rain yesterday, although several times moisture from the sky convinced me it was coming. I hope today will be dry as I’ll be mostly outdoors.

Didn’t get as much done yesterday as I’d hoped. Felt a bit out of sorts from the meds until they flushed out completely. And it is our vacation/holiday so I’m not super motivated to bust @ss. I did do some stuff with my dashcam for the Ranger, although I didn’t finish. Cleaned and moved stuff in the house too. Ate some leftovers.

Today youngest is headed to the Texas Renaissance Festival with friends in the morning, and I will attend with lovely wife later in the day. I want to see the Christmas decor and lights after dark. Kid is less interested. So we’ll overlap for a bit, then some will stay with us and some will leave early. It’s the last day, so I’m also hoping there might be some bargains to be had. The TxRenFair is a big deal, been going and growing for 51 years and it’s big, physically big. I enjoyed it last time I went and while I’m not looking forward to going today because of weather and work, I am glad to be going this year.

Oh, I don’t dress up. I will take a leather bag, and my pipe, and probably wear a hat, and if I had a leather duster, I’d wear it, but since I don’t… I try not to be obnoxiously modern. There is a lot going on besides trad Renfair stuff, lots of fantasy fandoms get incorporated. A ranger type with a quarterstaff wouldn’t be out of place. My staff is at the lake though.

I’m mainly interested in craft demos and handmade stuff. There is some of it, and some of good quality if you look past the cheap tourist stuff. And my past career in event production is always looking at something like this with a critical and interested eye. Of course, the ribeye steak on a stick, or as a sandwich, is REALLY good.

I’ll be stacking up some good memories and some time with W and D2. Stack what you can.

nick

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Sat. Nov. 29, 2025 – no rest for the weary, or the wicked

Cool to start, maybe getting nicer, maybe getting stormier… Supposedly some big storming is possible. It was certainly windy yesterday and cool. I don’t think it got above mid 70sF.

Yesterday was mostly calm, and uneventful with a little bit of work getting done, mostly trips to my shop with stuff from the house. I did do one pickup and a trash run. Oh, and there was the accident I got in on my way home. It’s in the comments yesterday. I’m fine, and the truck looks fine, but both will probably have at least some hidden damage. We’ll see over the next couple of days.

Today, if I’m feeling ok, I’ve got some work to do on the truck. Item the first is installing a new dashcam, since the one I have in there failed miserably. You had ONE JOB… And if I’m in the truck working, I’ll see about installing a stereo and maybe running some wire for the ham radio too.

I’d like to maybe get some lights or other decoration started on the house too. Sounds pretty ambitious for me lately.

Oh, and refilling some of the 1 pound propane bottles for the MrHeaters. I’ve gotten in the habit of sitting out by the pond for a while and I like it. It’s not as good as the lake but it does take the edge off.

Some quiet time is pretty important for most people, but men especially. Stack some if you can.

nick

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Thur. Nov. 27, 2025 – Thanksgiving day, US

Cold. By Texas standards anyway. It was in the 50sF last night and damp, so it felt even cooler. Probably it will be cold, then cool, then warm today with sun and clear skies. Nice.

I spent yesterday doing small things on the list. I got several done, and kept moving forward. Baby steps are still steps, right?? For an unhurried day, there was a lot going on. We even had some carnivore drama in the back yard to deal with.

D1 had a date, and the guy seems nice. She had a good night and was beaming. Her previous dates have been pretty lackluster, so I’m happy for her, but I’m still a dad with my little girl going out with boys. Kid is tall, in good shape and confident. Nice change from the emo simps.

Between D1, D2, and their friends, I’m coming to think that their emotional maturity is a couple of years behind where I’d expect it to be. Certainly it’s behind where my generation was. There are a couple of reasons that could be, 2 years of pandemic and social media are the obvious possibilities. And of course, we’re mostly talking about middle and upper middle class white kids. The hispanic kids have a different experience and point of view from what I can see.

It will be interesting to watch how this generation grows up.

But, that’s all for later. Today we take the time to pause and give thanks. There are always things to be thankful for, even at our darkest hours, and Thanksgiving Day gives an opportunity to stop, take stock, and find those things.

I’m thankful for Bob giving me this opportunity, and for Barbara’s faith and trust. I’m thankful for all of you who stop by and share your lives and thoughts with me and the rest of this community. I’m thankful for the world we live in, for the beauty of the natural world and everything in it. I’m thankful for the opportunity to love and be loved, and for my family and the support they give. I’m thankful to be alive. When I was young, I never thought I’d see 26 years of age, and here I am 33 years past that point.

There have been good times and bad during those years, but they made me who I am and I’m ok with that. They have all been a gift; one I’m glad to share with the people in my life. I look forward to many more, no matter the challenges and heartbreak that may be ahead of us.

Thank you all,

nick

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Wed. Nov. 19, 2025 – volunteering today

Warmer. Damper. Maybe wetter. We’ll see. It was 71F and very damp when I went to sleep. During the day it was very nice. Some clouds, but no rain. Hoping for more of the same today.

I did some stuff. Went to my client’s house to pick up my check and look at something else for him. Solved a tech issue while I was there. The Christmas light guys had left some connections in the mud and they tripped a GFCI that took out my wireless link from the gate back to the house. The first question when troubleshooting should always be “what changed”. Of course if you are really coming in blind, the first question should be “did it work before?” THEN you ask what changed.

I followed that up with three pickups in the southwest of Houston, and then home. Leftovers for dinner and kid taxi service took up most of the rest of the evening.

I did sit out for a tiny little fire and a book, and the possum came along the same route as before to get a drink from the ‘pond’. Then he departed without ever looking at me. The pond must be on his patrol route for every night. I’d bet there are some humans (probably walking dogs) that have a patrol route ever night too. I might have to enable some of the AI features on my newest camera and see if I get a log of any pedestrian traffic.

And maybe I should look at some of my commercial WAPs to see if there is a ‘presence’ log that captures passing wifi or blutooth traffic. I’ve had building something to do that on my low priority list for a long time. Two instances have already happened, the teens stealing from cars, and the mail thief, where it might have been useful to see what their car or phones are named…

So many things. So little time and motivation.

Today I’m helping my wife at the middle school theater. I’ll do some of the sound notes from last year, and help her with installing some other donated equipment. Should be able to get done by late morning. Might have to follow up another day. I’ve got pickups in the afternoon, and moving another load from storage to the shop on my calendar. We’ll see if that happens.

Meatspace and community involvement is important. The appearance of being normal folks, and being helpful to others is a good thing to have on your side, no matter who you are. It probably won’t save you if things go horribly wrong, but it might smooth out some smaller issues. Can’t hurt, and feels good. Win-win.

Always be working to improve your situation. Sometimes that is relationships. Sometimes it great big heaping stacks…

nick

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Sun. Nov. 9, 2025 – at home, hopefully making progress on the list

Cool, but not cold, and certainly as damp as can be. We had morning fog/heavy mist/early morning low clouds Friday, and in some places on Saturday. We might have some again today. After that, it was gorgeous Fall weather.

I did my non-prepping hobby meeting and quarterly swapmeet yesterday morning. I hadn’t had a lot of sleep, and the meeting went long, with a long Board meeting afterwards, mostly related to the web site and regularizing some stuff that had grown organically and was as krufty as 40 year old software. Volunteer organizations are manned by volunteers with different skills, experience, and levels of commitment.

Often, if something works, even if just barely, there is a LOT of momentum and resistance to changing. In this case, it’s been over a year since I moved our web stuff to a modern host and platform, but I hadn’t touched the related IT of payment systems. I’ve been paying for the hosting because it’s easier than just about anything else, and isn’t that expensive. The guy who handles our credit card machine and processing has been doing much the same, even though he’s not the Treasurer. The paypal account is ‘owned’ by a guy who moved across the country, and we can’t change passwords or anything else related to the account because the email addy or phone number for the 2 factor authentication has been long lost. People have been using their personal email accounts for org business, and those Board positions change every year…

I was a bit surprised how resistant people were to the simple idea of having dedicated emails for board positions, that would move when the positions change hands, and could be used as the official point of contact for new paypal and credit processing accounts. It’s a change in the way they are used to managing, and they didn’t want another email addy to check. In the end, we’ll be doing a limited number of new emails, and the Treasurer will establish new Paypal and CC accounts linked to the new emails instead of individuals.

I think it’s sensible and straightforward, especially as all the online services are moving to 2 factor, and it captures all the email chains for official business. From a business continuity standpoint, it makes more sense too, as we’ve already experienced what happens when someone personally tied to the infrastructure leaves the group. I must have done a poor job of communicating the issues and benefits because it took far longer and more talk to get the changes approved than I expected. Herding cats comes to mind.

Meatspace baby. Interacting with other people definitely has challenges and costs, but the rewards are there too. It’s a bit intimidating that whatever solutions I put in place or cause to happen will probably still be in use a decade from now, just like the current kludge-fest that I want to replace has been.

This place has and had something similar happen when Bob got sick. I don’t think we’d be here today if Bob hadn’t already set up my (and a couple of other peoples’) access, and given us permission to participate on that higher level. It’s been my privilege to do so and to continue to do so.

As this year winds down, take a look at whatever organizations or communities you are involved in, and think about continuity. Maybe make a plan, or let some other people know the things they might need to know. Do the same for your personal life. At a minimum, a list of accounts, passwords, and their relevance to you should be accessible to the right people.

Whatever can’t continue forever, won’t. And that includes us and the things we participate in.

Do some stacking too. Whatever might ease a transition…

nick

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Fri. Oct. 31, 2025 – Halloween

Cold-ish to start, getting mildly nice later, and cool again in the evening… like yesterday. Hopefully without a lot of wind. Yesterday was very nice, if a bit chilly after dark.

I did get my pickups done, but basically resigned myself to not doing a crazy display this year. We had weather, I got a late start, and I just wasn’t feeling it this year. Usually I love Halloween, not for any occult or religious reason, but because I can decorate and make props letting a bit of my theater background out. This year, it will be some of my classic decor but not much new. And usually I have a bunch of it out for weeks before the day. Not this time, which is a little disappointing and sad if I’m honest with myself. NEXT year…

I will have to spend some time getting stuff out of the attic and getting a few things in place. Foam headstones and some lighting, animated witch figures, some skeletons (maybe wrapped like mummies as I’ve decided on that for next year.) Certainly the fog machine and the video projection of Sauron’s Eye. It should still be fun, even if not as much stuff as usual.

I’ve got other stuff from the list to do too, but that will have to wait until Saturday and Sunday. We’re here for kid stuff anyway.

Enjoy the secular version of the holiday, pass out candy and treats to the little beggars, and maybe chat with your neighbors. Building community is a prep.

So is stacking, but you knew that.
nick

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Thur. Oct. 30, 2025 – Halloween approaches

Cool, soon to be cold. Probably low 60sF to start then warmer later. Not too warm though, I don’t think it even hit 75F yesterday. Clear skies and more wind is probably in the forecast again. It was 55F when I went to bed.

I actually got some stuff done today. I received my IKEA delivery (and later assembled the drawers and doors.) Paid the lawn guy. His industrial strength backpack blower could barely move all the acorns off the walk and into the grass. The concrete is stained with the tannin from where they got crushed and wet. Did four pickups and the thrift store next door to one.

I even made dinner and did a load of laundry. Oh, and there was more domestic bliss in the morning too. I even found a little time to read. All in all a productive day.

Today I’m hoping to do more of the same. I still have shelves to mount in the laundry room, and to replace everything we moved out to paint and reconfigure… and I have more cleaning and organizing to do, as well as more decorating. I might hit a thrift store on my way home from the two pickups I need to do and see if more stuff for my tentative theme jumps out at me. If not, this might be a fairly low key year.

Most of this work is to improve my current situation. Shore up some things, so to speak. I’ve still got a lot of generator work to do, including installing the wheel kit I got yesterday… among other things. The list is long, the time is short, and the motivation is lacking.

Don’t stop stacking.

nick

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Wed. Oct. 29, 2025 – when first we practice to deceive

Cool. Even cooler than before since a front blew in yesterday. We got two bouts of heavy rain, but they didn’t last long. Soaked everything twice though. Today is supposed to be clear, and it’s still getting hot in the afternoon. We’ll see.

I didn’t get much of anything done. I did order the doors and a set of shelves for the laundry room/pantry project. IKEA’s website sux the ded bunnies. And they’re not cheap. But it will be delivered today, sometime before noon. That’s better than if I went to the store myself, especially since they only had the stuff in a store in Round Rock. I’m not making a 5 hour round trip to save $30 in delivery fees. Clearly there are some weird logistics and fulfillment issues when it’s quicker to get a delivery to my door than pick stuff up at my local store, or even the nearest ‘in stock’ store. Part of teh sux is that their site showed all the items in stock at my local store. But I can’t pick them up there.

Anyway, I felt really weird most of yesterday to the point I went and had a lie down for a while. I think I’m allergic to D2’s Homecoming flowers. When I’m in the kitchen, my head feels very strange, full, buzzy, lightheaded and dizzy but not really?? And I feel better when I’m away from the bouquet. I don’t want to throw out the kid’s flowers, but I’m pretty sure they are making me ill.

I did get a little cleaning done, and read for a while.

Today though, I’ve got stuff to do while waiting for the delivery, then a couple of pickups. I should do more decorating too. Hopefully the rain is done.

Being part of the community is a prep. And making things fun for the kids is too. These are the good old times.

But I won’t forget stacking either.

nick

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Sun. Oct. 19, 2025 – hope I can get a few more things underway

Cool-ish, then warmer, maybe all the way to hot. It was very nice yesterday, with some clouds but no rain. Forecast has us in the clear for a couple more days. I did some flood watering of the front yard yesterday, and I have to check the sprinklers today.

I got a few things done yesterday. Not finished, but steps on the path toward finished. I put another coat of drywall mud on my laundry room repairs. I watered the yard. Cleaned the water feature and got the pump reconnected to the little waterfall thing. I think I’ll add some goldfish this week as there were little tiny worms in the filter material. The sound of the water is nice.

I also did some minor rearranging in my office, adding some mini wire shelves to stack some of the radio and test gear a little more neatly, which gave me some more room to put stuff away. It also got the shelves out of the kitchen where they were [temporarily] stored. A couple of other small jobs got done too. It was more productive than just sitting around, but while it was progress it wasn’t huge. I did keep me moving toward the goal.

Since the tasks are big, even small steps are helpful.

Today I’ll do some more and hopefully several ‘in process’ tasks will complete to make some real progress. There is so much to do it’s a bit overwhelming and disheartening. It’s taken a while to overcome the inertia so I want to keep making progress.

I’ll also be getting some of the Halloween stuff out. I’ve got a reputation to uphold, after all. Being part of the neighborhood and community is important.

D1 is sick again. Swollen neck glands, and a constricted throat. Doc in the box prescribed antibiotics because the flu test is only about 70% accurate. If she responds well, we’ll know it was an infection, not a virus. She is confused and unhappy because she never really got sick as a little kid and she doesn’t like it.

By the time I was her age, I’d had the real flu with all the puking, serious fevers, a couple dozen stitches, nose bleeds, a black eye, strep, mono, and chicken pox. I’d had an infection of my optic nerve, and various other things, including serious burns, and before I left high school, a few car accidents, and some traumatic brain injuries, and dozens of hangovers. Oh, and severe allergies and chronic bronchitis. I tore something in my shoulder wrestling, and was diagnosed with thoracic outlet syndrome, although we went with physical therapy and not surgery. I knew the receptionist at the local hospital by name and even tried to date her later on.

Oh, and a full series of rabies shots.

FWIW, it didn’t get any better over the next few years either. My list of injuries just grew from there.

My siblings had much the same. My cousins too, and worse.

I’m glad my kids haven’t had all that, but hearing her cry last night because a cockroach landed on her makes me wonder how she’s going to cope when Real Life ™ gets around to kicking her in the teeth. It’s especially worrisome because of what I believe is coming for us all.

But that’s a different sort of prep, one that isn’t really solvable by stacking. Stacks will make everything else better though. Get to it.

nick

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